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    Tuesday, February 5th, 2008
    8:49 am
    another entry finally
    hmm. i'm not doing so well at this live journal thing, i realise. it's too much effort to post regular updates on my fairly irregular life, especially when i'm sitting in front of a computer that's slower than the pre-work coffee line at a New York Starbucks. so if anyone of you disembodied souls over in tassie are still bothering to read this sorry excuse of an update, i would like to apologise. i thought about turning over a new leaf and promising to write in this journal at least once a fortnight, but now that i suspect everyone's given up reading it, i don't think i'll bother. this obviously isn't a "personal" record of my innermost thoughts anyway, and if i really want to purge those i sure as hell wont be posting them on the internet as it's just too time-consuming, plus i hate technology (except espresso machines). nevertheless, for the faithful remnant who still check in on me from time to time, i appreciate it and hope this offers up some measure of entertainment for you.
    i cant believe 5.5 months have passed -yay!!!! that means i am coming home to tassie soon!!!!not that i hate it here or want desperately to leave (in fact i love it here and am having a crisis cos i really want to come back but dont know if i should, or go to timor or aceh or do a masters degree in tassie/canberra on something about indonesia) but tassie is wonderful and i miss my friends a lot,and the fellowship and accountability and encouragement of other christians there, here i feel a bit of a free agent, which makes it hard to grow in my maturity and faith as i am a bit lazy about applying myself to reading the bible and praying and learning to love God with all my attention. i am thinking of tasmanian jonagold apples at this moment-lovely enourmous crunchy cheap appless (eww the way i spelled that is decidedly gollum-esque),here the apples are getting mealier and more expensive so i cant feed my addiction quite as much. but at least i've discovered a great little cafe, so can indulge my addiction to coffee still.

    lastweek we had a long weekend from work,so i went to a little beach called batu karas with some english first gals, and had a lovely time, the waves there are perfect, not too big so they rattle your bones, but not too tiny either, and you can ride them for ages before they break or get mushy, anyway, i rode my first face wave ever, which was a proud and exhilarating moment in my life. i spent the whole time on the wave freaking out and half-thinking i was going to die, or maybe was doing some crazy hallucinatory balancing act cos it was such a great feeling.and when i finally wiped out of course i couldnt stop the barrage of brainless surfie-lingo from coming out my mouth ("phhwaah!!! dude! that was awesome! man , did you see that wave i just rode?! i'm so stoked!" and etcetera's of embarrassing non-english expressions following) Anyway, Vanessa saw me and chopped off my tall poppy head,as apparently the wave wasnt all that big and i was going kinda slow from where she was. bummer. it was lots of fun though,at batu karas, as i really miss the beach and feel claustrophobic sometimes in bandung, although the weather is cooler up in the mountains. still, i need some salt air, part of my dutch fisherman heritage perhaps coming to the fore.
    hope tassie is still clean and fresh-aired and green and stunning and middle-earth-like. and that all you tassie people are doing well and enjoyed your summer, pls drop me a line when you have time,i know i'm a crap communicator, but that doesnt mean you have to be!! (trying out some twisted new method of reverse pschology to get people to write me with little effort on my part. hardly fair)
    miss everyone, God bless, see you in the dreadful winter.
    Friday, September 23rd, 2005
    10:31 pm
    wonder of wonders, miracle of miracles, heidi's blogging...
    hey y'all (or to myself if no one actually reads this anymore) jolly recently sent me an email saying he'd read my last blog and put in a tacit hint that another one was about due, so here it is.

    since my last blog and i got back to bandung from tassie life has been crazy and zipping along at warp speed as usual, the dark circles under my eyes are getting more pronounced and i'm turning into a dreary old"grownup"(meaning i catch myself wanting to have a nap in the arvo now from time to time. never happens cos i start work then but isnt that scary when you get all these middle-aged sympathies like actually wanting to have naps and eat healthy and stuff?) cos i finish work late and lately have been emailing every nite i dont get home till after 11 or 12 and then i prep a bit for the next day or read the bible/koran (this year's project) or study some sundanese before bed or till my eyelids cave in, i'm averaging about a 2am bedtime. now i know that's not very impressive compared to rob slarks who can subsist off zero shut-eye and mammoth tuna casserolles that keep for a week in the fridge, but i really want to figure out a way to train my body to fall asleep at 10 pm cos the hourse before midnite are what really makes one feel refreshed. at least i dont have to sleep under an avalanche of blankets anymore like in tassie during winter, brrrr just thinking about that gives me mild frostbite. the weather is balmy usually, but hottish in the daytimes and cooling off at night, quite perfect i guess.

    there's 3 cats at my boarding house who've adopted me and demand food and milk incessantly and tread all over my bed and papers like they own the place, i really feel like a harried mother with teenagers! yuk, remind me never to have real kids.

    last weekend i was in singapore to get work documents sorted and i took a few extra days off and had a brilliant time. stayed at a hostel called "the inn-crowd" in case any of yous reading this are gonna stop thru there, ate lots of yummy indian and chinese food, bought overpriced coffee and went walking around late at nite by the harbour and watched people eat at fancy restaurants by the water's edge with the skyscrapers all lit up nearby as i sipped my extra large slurpee from 7-11, it was magical in a sort of ultra-modern fluorescent metropolissy way. i dont get much alone time in indo cos here people do everything in packs and my weekend is either spent waiting for my late friends to show up or else hanging out with them and eating on the side of the road and sometimes going from thing to thing takes it's toll on my sanity. i am, after all, still a bit of a westerner at heart, and like my p and q from time to time. so singapore was great to be able to chill out and walk around all over the city by myself and pretty much do whatever i felt like. still, it's good to be back too cos this place has alot more character and fascination for me than singapore, which is a little too antiseptic for my tastes and has tonnes of silly rules.

    i havent been to the beach in 3 whole weeks and am going thru massive wave withdrawal, waaaah sob sob hiccup!!! the last time i went with some friends and the waves were brilliant for all of friday, still really good saturday and not bad sunday but the jellyfish had come back that day cos the season wasnt over yet. i got stung twice but it wasnt that bad cos i think i either got a baby or a wussy pre-pubescent one. some of the big jellies had stung the locals and they were lying prone on the beach having trouble breathing and racked with pain, full-on! dunno what kind of jellies they were, a pretty electric blue colour and about the size of a fist. maybe if you guys know your jellyfish you can tell me if you can be bothered.

    what else... aahh bugger it, i dont know what else to say so i think i'll end this blog now. not a very impressive update i know, but the best i can do tonite, i'm a bit knackered from work and tomorow have to help out at my schools spelling bee competition (what kind of silly schoolkid would bother entering in a spelling bee competition on a saturday i ask you? although since indo kids usually have school on saturday maybe if they join this that means they can wag and still look good in front of their teachers.smart kids)

    hope all is well at crossroads and the other churches, please drop me a line when you have time and tell me about your lives/prayer requests/gripes/whatever dudes! i love hearing from my buddies back home and think of tassie often. God is very good to me and i'm thankful He's kept me going as a christian, we really do have all we need for life and godliness after what Jesus did for us on the cross, i realise more and more. kinda like being set up for life, all one has to do is follow God with an earnest and patient heart and let Him point us in the way to go.

    blogs arent really like letters, are they? so it's not like i have to end this with a "goodbye, write me everyone, love from heidi" so i wont.
    Sunday, August 21st, 2005
    6:07 pm
    off to a good start!
    alright, mike jolly, you reading this? cos i'd like to make the point that i'm writing in my blog. yes, after 7 months of no updates, heidi tuit has turned over a new leaf, full of good intentions for maintaining her lines of communication with the world outside. now you better acknowledge this fact by posting something back, fair's fair...

    i have been back one whole day in bandung, it's weird, feels like only 2 weeks had passed when i got back to hobart, but feels like i've been gone 6 months from this ol' place. yesterday was knackered from hellish plane journey with no sleep cos was anxious to get free movie fix(watched an ashton kutcher soppy bullcrap flick AND(get this) Monster in Law, a horrible J-Lo film! why havent i learned to steer clear of that wretched woman with the most abysmal taste in so-called romantic comedies hollywood has ever agreed to fund? so i wasted valuable sleep-time and arrived at jakarta looking about 65 years old from all the lack of sleep, dehydration and bitterness from failed movie expectations. no baggage handlers stuck ganja in my bag back at the melbourne airport, which was considerate, and the dudes at indo customs didnt even check anything, even though i felt everyone was giving my boardbag surrepticious glances (it was full of clothes and had several bulges).

    i've unpacked all my stuff and went to church this morning 1.5 hours early (i'd set my clock according to the boarding houses, which likes to live 90 minutes ahead of the rest of the world for some reason), met some friends like abe the cool-dude xtian who is brilliant and hung out with alison, my bestest brit-friend and caught up on all the goss. am pleased to be back but miss you tassie people, as i had a wonderful time coming back home and hanging out with y'all. oh well, that's life:( wish i could import a few of you's every couple of months to come to bandung and show you around and eat giant wheels of chocolatecheesepeanutssweetenedcondensedmilk pancakes.
    at the moment i'm having the tropical fruit salad (takeaway, so they chuck it all in a plastic bag and tie it with a rubber band) it's called es shanghay and the contents vary according to season, since now is mango season i get lots of that in it, plus the usual coconut water, sugar water, sweetened condensed milk (THAT'S mother's milk here, nick bultman)and ice cocktail. it's terribly sweet and refreshing. you guys dont really wanna hear all this food talk, do ya, i'll shut up now cos this is already too long and i was advised by jolly and amy to make my blog entries short and sweet. i swear this is in 14 point typing or something, each word takes up so much space. anyway, God bless everyone in tassie, miss you and write back when you've got time and remember to microwave all your hot drinks so you dont get sick!
    love frum hides
    Monday, February 28th, 2005
    11:00 am
    nothing much, just killing time
    i've got half an hour until my favourite cafe in all of bandung opens (and it always opens a couple minutes late, or else my watch is fast) so i figure that's enough time to update this blog of mine some. i guess a few things have happened in the last few weeks, i've eaten lots more es shanghai (its this yummy but slightly bizarre for western tastes tropical fruit salad they chuck in a plastic bag for you if you want it take away, which includes jackfruit, coconut, melon, japanese pear, heaps of avocado (know how expensive that would be in australia?) sweetened condensed milk, big blocks of ice and sugar water poured over the whole thing, which makes you end up with a sweet, refreshing, ice-cold fruit soup. all for 50 cents, droool...it is so yummy (and economical), i buy some every night after work. i was even stopped on the street once by a perfect stranger and asked why i'm always buying es shanghai, i think i have a new addiction. i havent closed that first set of parentheses yet, there.)
    today, being monday, is actually my favourite work day of the week (i know, my understanding of normal workweek has been seriously inverted, i should be committed to an institution for not minding mondays) but that's cos i start later and have one less class than all the other days. so i have extra time to go to my cafe, prep my lessons over a nice latte and maybe have some extra time to read. i'm trawling through a well-written and informative intro to english literature, sounds boring but it's not! and it's motivating me to read lots more authors. the book starts with beowulf, explaining all the major writers of the elizabethan age, 17th century, Romantic era, and all the cracks in between and i'm finally up to Joseph Conrad and Hilaire Belloc (i just like the guy's name that's why i typed it in). and since fortunately there's a great british council library here in bandung from whence i can glean all sorts of wonderful classics, i'm never bored with the non-work side of my life here. it's been so cool to have time to read. on saturday i got to lead the bible study on acts 17 which went pretty well although not many people could come(which made me less nervous at least, haha) and then we all went out for tea and to hang out, i really love the people in my bible study and church groups, they keep me sane and are so refreshing to hang out with after working all week. not that work is horrible, i'm just sick of it at the moment cos of lots of overtime i've gotta do before the new teachers arrive. but in the break time me and some of the indo teachers play poker or blackjack to wind down and make fun of each other and laugh generally, i'm losing a lot, and whoever loses buys the kacang ijo (a yummy cheap mung bean soup you can get here for about 20 cents:no kidding. aaah i love food prices here) so you can guess who's been burning a (not so very big) hole in their loose change!
    last week the rubbish dump outside bandung collapsed in a huge landslide that buried and killed at least 100 people, cos it had been raining monsoon-like for a while before that. its really sobering to realize how easily and in what tragic circumstances people die here, and frustrating cos the government let it happen and probably wont do anything about it now either. the rules just work differently here,if this happened in australia the government could be sued, there'd be reparation, damages etc to pay the survivors and they'd take steps so it would never happen again. here its just one more consequence of overpopulation, pollution, inertia and blame-shifting. saddenning.
    i better go now, sorry to leave this on a depressing note. bye y'all, whoever may be reading this, God bless and dont forget to thank Him for all the blessings he's given us.
    Saturday, November 27th, 2004
    5:33 pm
    some comments and questions
    it's a good thing christianity doesn't operate on a
    merit system, because i'd be losing points with my
    total lack of patience in using the internet rightnow,
    not to mention this blasted sticky keyboard which
    forces me to typein every word twice and smash down on
    each letter in order for it to show up on the screen.
    aaaarrrggh patience is definitely my weak point. i've
    been gently reminded that it's high time i wrote
    somethinginthis journal, so here' what's beenhappening
    over the past few weeks.
    we've just finished Lebaran holidays, so everyone has
    stopped fasting and you can buy food on the streets
    and eat and drink in public again without being
    extremely rude to those trying not to think about how
    hungry/thirsty they are. i went to the beach with some
    other English First teachers, it was enourmously
    crowded, but still managed to surf and eat gado-gado
    and get horribly burned. i've never been in such bad
    traffic, it was blocked up for kilometers, and we
    stopped altogether for 2 hours without moving cos
    there had been a landslide or something up ahead and
    everyone was stuck while we waited for whoever it is
    to sort it out. anyway, the trip that usuallytakes 4
    hours took 14,we were rather grumpy upon arrival as
    you might expect. then i also wentto jakarta to seemy
    old kupang friend, Debby. it was great to catch up
    with her again. we went to see the national monument,
    Monas, which you can take a lift up to the top and see
    the smoggy gridlock insane view of Jakarta (10 million
    people, 20 million cars), Monas was built by the first
    president of Indonesia (Sukarno) who wanted an Eiffel
    Tower-like structure in his capital city too, its an
    ugly old thing and is irreverently known as "Sukarno's
    final erection". (he was a famous womaniser and
    hadsomething like 5 wives during his tenure.)
    now i'm back at work in Bandung, still enjoying
    teaching and gettingless busy with work as i get used
    to things. my co-workers are great and we have a lot
    of laughs. some of my students are awesome,others are
    so ADD you wonder if they have a Red Bull drip
    attached under their clothes. i cant decide whetheri
    like teaching adults or kids best, it more depends on
    the class. nikki called me today and filled me in on
    all the hobart goss, so now i REALLY miss you all and
    tassie, i would do just about anything to breathe some
    northwest coast tassie air. pls bottle some up and
    send.
    my church is good, on sunday my friends and i all got
    together for a big cook-off, and cooked different
    foods native to our backgrounds. i tried to make dutch
    mashed potato but theres no gravy mix to be had heren
    and i used the wrong potatoes so it turned into a huge
    gloppy mess. the other stuff was good, though, but i
    hope i didnt poison anyone. i've beengoing to these
    seminars on islam also, which teaches about what the
    qur'an says and compares it to the bible, its
    interesting but i'm still trying to learn more before
    i agree with that "culturally sensitive" method of
    reaching people. basically it shows muslims from their
    own scripture that they should read the bible, and
    that jesus gives them salvation, all which i'm fine
    with, but it seems people who are muslim and who
    believe in jesus can still follow all the traditions
    and cultural practices of islam (the peci hat, going
    to mosque, studying the holy books etc) and still call
    themself a muslim , and yet be a christian on the
    inside because of their belief in jesus. i guess the
    argument is the islam is a culture/identity as well as
    a religion so its difficult for a muslim to convert
    because you're asking them to give up their culture
    and identity as well. i understand that bit and dont
    think it matters whether one person "eats meat or
    only veggies" or wears muslim garb, but basically
    christians get on side with their muslim friends so
    they are trusted and good friends with eachother, then
    share the gospel, but i'm not sure yet whether they
    call themself muslim or not. it seems a bit weird,
    like you are pretending to be one thing and then
    sharing what you really believe with the person, a bit
    secretive and dishonest? the argument is, that muslims
    will avoid you if you go straight in to a comunity
    calling yourself a christian. they will be your
    friend,but since you are labelled with thh word
    'christian', the wall is already up so no amount of
    good living is going to make them look into
    chrisianity (they put us to shame in terms of a good
    life, anyway, whichis humbling and a rebuke to
    christians). so if you go into the community saying
    you belive in Allah and want to do what he says, you
    are more likely toget a hearing , but this assumes the
    same Allah that both parties believe in,problemis the
    Allah/God of the bible and the Allah of the Qur'an say
    different things and contradict e.o. at times,even
    though the Qur'an also talks about how people should
    listento Jesus and that he'll be sacrificed for people
    and raised up againetc (except then there's that
    switcheroo at the cross) so i just dont know whether
    the whole Allah/God thing is just semantics and
    quibbling over tiny doctrinal points that hinder the
    work of the gospel (like the man i talked to seems to
    think) or whether it is worth taking a different stand
    on, (well, actually i do lean more towards this side.)
    this "contextual evangelism" is certainly more
    effective cos it starts with what muslims already know
    and believe from thier Qur'an , but just cos its
    effective doesnt neccessarily meanits right. especialy
    since Jesus said we will be persecuted and killed/,
    have to leave neighbours and family for his sake if we
    are christians, and this other way i'm learning about
    basically lets christians still appear as muslims to
    their family and friends so they dont get kicked out
    of the community and have a chance to share the gospel
    withtheir loved ones...just doesnt seem to gel. but
    i'll keep learning more just in case i've
    misunderstood the whole method,i've only gone to one
    long seminar and heard about the others so far and
    talked to a couple people. but let meknow what you
    guys think, i need some good reasons and advice on
    this. i bettergo, this has been long, and i have
    french conversation at 10 (yep, i've found someone who
    wants to practice french in indonesia!) . God bless
    you all, thanks for your prayers and i'll be praying
    for you too (if you have requests send themin ) and
    your churches. keep reading them bibles, we are lucky
    to have so many for so cheap!
    heidi
    Sunday, November 7th, 2004
    6:28 pm
    hmmm...the one time this internet warung isnt totally packed out and the connection is actually fast, and i dont know whatto say.
    well, the keyboard keeps jamming, which is slowing me down a bit. it finally rained today, thank goodness, which will cool us down and clean us off a bit in Bandung. it's been very hot lately. yesterday i tried to walk up a crater (my lonely planet said itwas 5 km, but after 1.5 hours of uphill i think it was a bit more than that. luckily an ojek (motorcycle) driver took pity on me and gave me a lift to the top, where i bumped into some friends who took me out for lunch and jagung bakar (roasted corn with chilli sauce, yummy), so i had a nice saturday. next week is the end of Ramadhan, so we get a week's holidays which im goijng to spend at the beach hopefully surfing in tepidly delicious water and going to jakarta to see my old childhood friend, apparentlythe city will empty out cos every is going home to their villages, or "pulang kampung" as they say here. i miss tassie and all you guys and think of you often, dont you worry! pls drop me an email or letter when you have some time,it makes my day to hear from anyone over there!
    Wednesday, September 1st, 2004
    9:01 am
    sheepish
    oooooh!! "i see" said the blind man!
    i guess all over tassie the news is spreading fast that heidi has been consistently posting her messages in comment boxes so they are virtually unobtainable!! what a hopeless lunatic of a girl! what century was she born in?!! (victorian or medieval period, obviously)
    ahem, thanks JONNO BRON AND AMY for clearing up that little hiccup. has jonno managed hack into my journal comments and post them on the main page or do i still need to do that (i guess i'll see soon enough), i am in my 2nd week of teaching , still like it here, have been for a hike outside bandung in the forest where one can actually come into contact with FRESH AIR (not of the tassie ilk, however) . met some cool people at a bible study on saturday so i might go to that one regularly, i just have to convince them to speak indo when i'm around and stop either being so polite or trying to practice their english! i am down to my last family block of cadburys-everthing else was scoffed pretty fast. apparently there's a shop where you can get weetbix here. not that it makes much difference to me as i never ate it in australia, it's just comforting. teaching is going well, i'm still really (okay EXTREMELY) slow at lesson planning and kinda suck at giving clear instructions as most english teachers forget their grammar/language in general when they try to teach others, but hopefully i'll get better. i get along well with everyone at work, theyare really cool. i am going to singapore tomorow to pick up my work visa, so will use that time to eat lots of indian food and not spit on the ground and not litter which i assume is how singaporeans spend their time. a friend took me to my own personal heaven-a british library in bandung, that has classics in english! so now i am coping with the separation from my bookcase back in tassie and tucking into some seamus heaney/w.somerset maugham/and reading about what a drunken reprobate branwell bronte was, and how he died an absolute loser cos all his sisters got super famous while he was basically am embarrasment to the family name. kind of sad. anyways you dont want to hear me babble on about english lit, i know so i better stop. i am eating lots of giant apple-guavas which are the size of my head and so yummy (ok i exxagerate) and visiting all the food stalls outside English First for bakso, lumpia basah, soto ayam and fresh tropical fruit which they drizzle a sort of chilli/sugar paste over, sounds gross but is yummy.
    Sunday, June 27th, 2004
    2:40 pm
    testing my new blogg! (spelling?)
    hello hello, is this working?
    Tuesday, October 1st, 2002
    7:03 am
    i curse the day 30 king street got broadband, it has spoiled me rotten and now i cannot abide these computers with their lazy meandering providers, i wonder if the great yahoo deity in cyberspace pays visits to his buddies, fat-ass google boy and old man lycos before finally making his way over to MY IMPORTANT EMAIL AND SENDING IT OFF TO WHERE IT NEEDS TO GO, which is his freaking job, but he's obviously got this lackadaisical, "she'll be right" mentality about sending on my messages. thus it takes me an hour just to push this one through the wormholes that criss-cross cyberland but never seem to connect to ME. nikki giving birth to a young 'un would take less time.
    besides my daily rages at technological appliances i am very happy to be here, and still enjoying life in indonesia. although now im sort of torn between tassie cos its so green & gorgeous and my friends are all there and so are deep-fried mars bars, but also the equally cool but very different aspects of life in indonesia make it hard to choose which place i like more, so i just won't then.

    my ball and chain (mobile) is getting tarnished with heavy use-i am almost as good an sms-er as the teenybopper chicks in one of my english classes. they are all way too cool for me, very in on the pop culture, everyone thinks beyonce is a goddess, and they make my knowledge of western music look embarrassingly inadequate.

    have i mentioned all the yummy food here? oh, and for nick bultman's edification, yes, i have eaten (many)(whole)(extremely cheap)watermelons (galore) here. actually now everyone at my boarding house makes fun of me cos i eat so much watermelon, i think i have reached that point where i can acknowledge i have a problem. but then, when an entire watermelon costs $2, i can't let the opportunity pass(SO SUCKED IN WOOLWORTHS WITH YOUR SAD LITTLE OVERPRICED WEDGES OF WATERMELON WRAPPED IN PLASTIC WHICH IS FAST RUINING THE OZONE LAYER AND GETTING SWALLOWED UNAWARES BY INNOCENT SEALS FROLICKING AT PLAY IN THE SOUTHERN OCEANS. SHAME)

    im also really grateful that God's given me great friends to hang out with here, usually weekends we pack in lots of travelling, eating, talking and whatever else, i am always knackered by monday but its great to chill out with them and forget about work sometimes. i have 2 main groups of friends, both quite different. the bible study i go to is really encouraging and they really care about doing God's will and reaching out to their neighbours here, and the church i go to has good teaching from the bible and nice girls who i hang out with lots and chat with about all manner of things and joke endlessly.we have lots of good conversations about God and life and the relationship of one to the other. i'm friends with a lovely muslim woman too, who has invited me into her home and taken me shopping and shown me lots of hospitality, and i'm enjoying getting to know her too.

    work is good but a different atmosphere, sometimes its light and relaxed but sometimes theres a bit of complaining or whinging (mostly from the aussie camp sadly,)from the western teachers, but then i guess there are things to get frustrated about in indo if you expect things to work like they do in your home country, and i guess by the end of the week i'm glad to be out of there too (spoken like a true australian, hey?) , but anyways, i want to try and be positive at work and not give in to complaining, especially since we "bules" (whiteys) make a stack of money compared to everyone around us. there is no way i could possibly spend the money i make in a month. its about the same wage as i made when i was working at machine, but basically living off that money here in indonesia makes me super-rich. it is therefore a frequent temptation to go to starbucks more than once a week, but i'll try to keep the visits down and drink my 95% cheaper packet coffee instead.

    God has been really good to me all in all-i cant really say i have anything to complain about, as He's always made my life pretty easy, which i'm grateful for (but not taking for granted).

    oh, well maybe i can think of one thing that's a pain, i have a bad-ass cavity, apparently the patch-up job i had done in newtown wasnt sufficient, so i've been inhaling the panadol till i can get it fixed or pulled (which i hope doesnt happen as i'll be gap-toothed and lopsided for ever afterwards)so i guess i am really a bit vain about that stupid incisor of mine. serves me right if the dentist pulls everything out-i eat so much sugar and chocolate.

    this is long. and a bit pointless in places but i hope some people get to read this and spontaneously decide to write me back, as i would love to hear from everyone in australia. sampai nanti everyone and God bless.
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